Thankful

This going to be short, but I'd just like to say that yes, I AM thankful for things that make up my lfe. Today was wonderful (after horrendous traffic) because of the wonderful food (that made me pass out) and seeing my Amah for the first time in ages. It was the first time in I-dont-know-how-long that I felt like someone was genuinely happy and excited to see me; I felt truely wanted and loved. Maybe that's what I'm missing in my life?

Anyways, tomorrow is Black Friday. I had this ridiculous idea of camping out with Mason, Scott and Jason at Best Buy, but then it changed to meeting up with them later to just not going at all. Then I was going to wake up early for the retail stores or go online and buy stuff, but now I changed my alarm for 8am or whenever I wake up. So basically, I'm not going to go hardcore at all because I'm afraid some soccer mom is going to tackle me for a sweater...and I'm a delicate flower, you know!

Maybe home time will help with my recuperation and horrible quarter. If anything, I hope it doesn't make it worse. Yes, this is me being optimistic right now. =/

Thank you friends and family, who have reached out to me even in the smallest way. I really do notice and it really makes my month! I remember it on bad days to make me feel brighter. So thank you, Jimmy, for offering to take me to icecream on that bad day, it made such a difference even though I didn't take you up on it. =)